God

I spent so much time looking for you
I did not know where you were, looking at the infinity,
I could not see you
And I thought to myself, do you really exist?
I was not satisfied and I continued the search
I tried to find you in religions and temples
You also were not there
I searched between the priests and pastors
and I also didn't find you
I felt lonely, empty, desperate I lost my faith
And I offended you in my disbelief

And on the offence I stumbled
And with the fall I felt weak
In my weakness I looked for help
In my distress I found friends
On my friends I found kindness

On the kindness I saw the born of love
With love I saw a new world
And in the new world I decided to live
What I received I decided to donate
Donating something I received back much more
And for receive I found myself happy
And being happy I found peace
And having peace was that I saw
That was inside of me that you were
And without looking for you
I found you

(Chico Xavier)